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January 26, 2001

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In some way I often hope that these stories and postings may show some kind of insight as to what and who
I actually am. Sometimes its hard for us to open up and express ourselves.
    Maybe this is my way of doing so without really exposing my inner self
and leaving me directly open to the senseless  persecution that I had
endured so as a child.
    I have for many years been learning how to be myself and who I really
want to be.
    I guess we all experience this in some form or fashion throughout our
lives and it sometimes forces us to create a wall or barrier that we don't
allow anybody to cross.

    Don't ever be afraid to express yourself and be who you are and who you
want to be. The world is ours to enjoy while we are here in this very short
time.
    Life is too short to spend any of it miserable for any reason or for
anybody. I've learned that too many people will criticize you for your
desires, feelings and the things you do only because they, themselves, are
insecure and not sure of their own emotions. It may make them feel better
about themselves if they can try to believe that others are inferior to
them.
    Don't let this bother you. Instead, try to use it as fuel to build up
your own individuality.
    Too many people try to suppress what they don't understand and they may
feel that us people who strive to be different may only threaten their own
rank or stature in society.


   In any case, I hope that everybody is having a wonderful life and I
think that everybody should call in WELL tomorrow, not sick. Don't go to
work, take some time off and do something that you have always wanted to do.
    Come on, play hooky, at least once.

        Peace and love to all.